Dysmorphia, Dysphoria - YCK
Lyrics by：Y C K
Composed by：Y C K
When you hide yourself well
That's much too apparent
You still craft lies that
You're gonna tell your parents
Some of us don't got those or a guardian
Boutta couch surf after
Late nights partying
Triple digits heat but then
You putting on a sweater
You ain't aiming to be seen
You're pulling strings and pulling levers
Image that you got of yourself
Has become distorted
And the tricks to get a fix at
This point is just unrewarding
Where does the king of loneliness reside
You're too insistent
Why you keep us mystified
You aren't ever like this
Tell me what's gotten into you
Said it wouldn't stop
Bruising purple with a hint of blue
Prepping the seclusion of your
Crushing insecurities
They're hidden down below
And there ain't nothing no emergency
Wouldn't wish this even
On the worst people
Your own North Star's settled as a church steeple
When you despise your own appearance
And you hate the looks you get
Stumble through in the interference
And you're convinced you should be dead
I'm wholeheartedly stuck to a
Resolution of my new love
Dysmorphia dysphoria in memoriam euphoria
These cosmetic procedures are becoming
So popular with teens plastic surgeons
Have coined a new syndrome for it
Snapchat dysmorphia with young
Patients wanting surgeries so they
Can look more like they do in filtered selfies
Filtered selfies
Filtered selfies
What you sniff through
A straw won't free you
From the setbacks or
A place where you'll be used
Then you move too impulsive too spontaneous
Your departure's extemporaneous
You don't wanna feel again
Why'd anybody want to
What you're going through's
Involuntary dangerous impromptu
For the monochromatic induction
Tension will cut through the cadence
No longer wait for disruption
Sleeping but that ain't abeyance
Capricious notions atmospheric rivers
Flashback to then
You've come to fear the winter
It must be the coldest
It has ever been recorded
Wanna shrink into yourself
It's like your body's been contorted
When you've skipped another meal
And starving but ignore the appetite
You've gotten a suspicion nothing's
Ever gonna happen right
Self-desertion is the easy option
No results emerging so remove the caution
When you despise your own appearance
And you hate the looks you get
Stumble through in the interference
And you're convinced you should be dead
I'm wholeheartedly stuck
To a resolution of my new love
Dysmorphia dysphoria
In memoriam euphoria
