I MIGHT SELF DESTRUCT (Explicit) - HAARPER
Lyrics by:Richard Mclaughlin
Composed by:Richard Mclaughlin
Produced by:Richard Mclaughlin
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
I seen better days
And I'm in haze
Every step I make is through another barricade
And I've beared the fame
And I built my lane
And I'm looking for peace
Through a pair of frames
Got memories chained to my person
**** everybody move clear I'm searching
Soul feels like it's been refurbished
Thirteen ghosts 'round the corridor lurking
Like a serpent
Found the bourbon
Take another sip into the blackout curtain
Tell me what I gotta do
I gotta make it through another day
Without me hearing all the bluebirds chirping
Where did they go
Where do they fly
I'm needing the consolation
With nothing to prove but so much to hide
I'm buried in contemplation
Yeah I'm here right now
But I fear tomorrow
I can hear the sounds
Of all the sirens near
They follow
I won't let you down
And that's a promise I will keep
But when I look into the mirror
There's someone else staring back at me
Shawty been there
Been there day one
I was so numb no animation
Couldn't make a getaway
I couldn't say nun'
She brought me to health
And I made my money
Now I lost you cannot go back
Had to let you go
Couldn't kodak
Didn't want any collateral damage
Please understand while
I wrap this bandage
The man I've become is the man on the run
Abandoned the sun but the burners they won
Like animatronics they weighing a ton
The serpent unbroken
The hero unsung
When I found you I knew that
I would have more time to go back
Re-wire riddin' my prozac
I'm grateful I hope you know that
Save myself from myself
Collecting dust up like a shelf
I been filled with rage and made mistakes
On my way to find what could help
When I fell I couldn't tell
What made me fall
I been put up in a cell
Waiting for the next call
I been lookin so frail
But a lil' more tall
If I don't prevail I know
I gave it my all
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground
Turn that crown upside down
Through yo' chest on the ground