Call Me a Saint (Explicit)

I was cold, i was lonely 

No one thought to even phone me

Look at me now i'm a fighter

I'm a strong bitch baby, I'm designer.

I’m tryna shine a light on, light on, light on

Anybody sitting in the dark and crying

Fix your make up or your hair 

Pull up a seat over here 

Gotta do what you do to get by yeah

Back up back up were in trouble again

Hit mans out and it's on my head

Back up back up imma do it my way

Live to see another day

So call me a saint

A slave to my brain

Yeah i got kicked out but i can't escape

Safe to say i seen better days

But i'm not afraid anymore

I grew up, i'm a big girl

Stopped giving time to people that made me hurt

Sometimes when i cry it makes me better

My tears are wetter now that i accept them 

I'm tryna shine a light on, light on, light on

Don't hit the flight button you just gotta fight on

Now put your fingers in the air 

Scream out fuck em i don’t care

Gotta do what you do to get by yeah

So call me a saint

A slave to my brain

Yeah i got kicked out but i can't escape

Safe to say i seen better days

But i'm not afraid anymore

I'm not looking to be saved

Just picked out an early grave to bury shit 

.. NOT ME

Just the weight that i've been carrying

You would think you married in to savage ways and arrogance pathetic

.. NOT ME

I’m making my exit outta here

So call me a saint

A slave to my brain

Yeah i got kicked out but i can't escape

Safe to say i seen better days

But i'm not afraid anymore