This isn't what I wanted
I break my back for you
My body's aching and my heart is too
This sinking ship has sailed
Threw myself over board
I hope I find myself washed up on shore
Can't help
And I can't help
How I'm feeling
How I'm feeling
And I want to
Want to walk away
I've got the guts to take the leap
You've gotta trust that I can
They don't know victory or defeat
I'm staring out my window
Watching the people rush
If only I could give myself that push
I gotta take a risk
We'll burn our uniforms
Break the ordinary I'm so bored
Can't help
And I can't help
How I'm feeling
How I'm feeling
And I want to
Want to walk away
I've got the guts to take the leap
You've gotta trust that I can
They don't know victory or defeat
At least I'm pushing
Pushing on
These things I'm holding on to
Can't help
And I can't help
How I'm feeling
How I'm feeling
And I want to
Want to walk away
I've got the guts to take the leap
You've gotta trust that I can
They don't know victory or defeat
What is it all about
I'm on the edge of a knife
I gotta gotta get out