malware (Explicit)

I feel this rage inside of my body

And it’s coming out of my throat

And I’m worried that I say too much

But everybody says I don’t

And I want to change but I’m not sure how

And maybe that will be the quote

That the people who don’t know me

Will engrave upon on a headstone

That’s my fault

That’s my problem

I’m oblivious and self-aware

And don’t know how to solve them

That’s my fault and that’s a problem

Scan my brain for a virus

Find the bugs and uninstall them

That’s my fault

Ooh, ooh

That’s my fault

Ooh, ooh

I am so ****ed up from this illness

And I do not know what’s real

And every Tuesday my new therapist

Tries to walk me through how I feel

And the joke is just not funny

Everyone can see through me

I’ve been lying to myself for

So long that I couldn’t see

That that’s my fault

And that’s my problem

I’m oblivious and self-aware

And don’t know how to solve them

That’s my fault and that’s a problem

Scan my brain for a virus

Find the bugs and uninstall them

That’s my fault

Ooh, ooh

That’s my fault

Ooh, ooh

That’s my fault