[00:00.39]redesign - awfultune
[00:08.41]Rain rain go away come again another day
[00:12.15]I wanna live forever but
[00:13.99]Mental illness gets in the way
[00:16.34]I feel so compelled when
[00:18.09]Mania helps itself
[00:19.72]I cut my bangs and dye my
[00:21.82]Hair I do it so well
[00:23.95]Look how beautiful it is
[00:25.83]I am not in charge of this
[00:27.78]And when I come down I know
[00:30.01]That I'll be pissed
[00:31.94]There's something inside that
[00:33.95]******* hurts me every time
[00:35.65]I've tried every single pill
[00:37.65]To help me chill and I'm not satisfied
[00:40.24]One minute I'll be ******
[00:42.05]And the next minute I'm fine
[00:43.79]I can't believe myself
[00:45.59]I'm overwhelmed I think I've lost my mind
[00:48.94]Don't romanticize my life
[00:54.57]I need a redesign
[01:02.12]Don't romanticize my life
[01:08.73]I I need a redesign
[01:19.64]I have the good days good phase
[01:22.41]Feeling like I like my face
[01:24.17]And body taking pictures
[01:25.93]'Cause I know I'm a hottie
[01:27.96]Then the bad days comes in
[01:29.81]Waves feelin' like I gained weight
[01:32.11]Wish I could disembody and
[01:34.65]Be somebody else
[01:37.03]'Cause I'm unwell I can't control myself
[01:41.12]I'm asking for help
[01:42.11]I'm asking for help
[01:43.91]There's something inside that
[01:45.90]******* hurts me every time
[01:47.64]I've tried every single pill
[01:49.58]To help me chill and I'm not satisfied
[01:52.17]One minute I'll be ******
[01:53.66]And the next minute I'm fine
[01:55.60]I can't believe myself
[01:57.40]I'm overwhelmed I think I've lost my mind
[02:00.84]Don't romanticize my life
[02:06.55]I need a redesign
[02:13.43]Don't romanticize my life
[02:20.81]I yeah I need a redesign