My First Heartbreak - Aliza
How was fearless when I met you
Still believed in meant to be
I thought love was always gentle
I didn't know it could leave
You took my hand you said forever
Like it was something you could keep
I gave you all my firsts and I know it worked out right with me
They say your first love stays with you and now I know it's true
You don't just lose the person
You lose who you were too
You were my first heartbreak
My first I can't breathe
The first time silence
Felt louder than screams
You were my first mistake
I called it destiny
Now every love after you
Feels afraid of me
You were my first heartbreak
I learned how to cry quietly
So no one heard me fall
I learned how to smile through the pain
Say I'm fine when not at all
You taught me how to overthink
Every word every sign
How to love with my whole heart
And lose it at the same time
I still remember the girl I was
Before you walked away
She trusted love without a doubt
She hasn't been the same
You were my first heartbreak
The night I lost my sleep
The moment I realized
Love doesn't always keep
You were my first goodbye
I wasn't ready to see
Now every song about forever
Still sounds like you to me
You were my first heartbreak
Maybe one day I'll thank you
For the strength I had to grow
But right now all I feel is everything I lost with you
If scars are proof of a love indeed then
I loved you honestly
You broke my heart so easily
But it learned how to bleed
I didn't know love could hurt this way
I didn't know it could walk away
I thought we were unbreakable
I thought I was safe
You were my first heartbreak
The first tear I couldn't hide
The first time my whole world
Fell apart inside
You were my first lesson
In loving recklessly
How I heal I know I will
But you'll always be
My first heartbreak
I'll love again just not the same
I'll guard my heart a little more
But no one ever forgets
Their first heartbreak
