Salting the Earth (Explicit)

It sounds just like a eulogy

What the **** did they do to me

The voices that never leave

Dragging me down until I’m too deep

I think I hate myself more now than you ever could

One blink of an eye and it’s gone for good

I’m left with the dust in this vacant room

If it’s the salt in my veins

What helps to slow the decay

I just hope it doesn’t burn this way forever

If it’s the salt in my veins

What makes it so hard to leave

I just hope that i don’t burn this way forever

A sickness without a name

Who the **** is left for me to blame

There’s no one there I just pushed them all away

That’s where you’ll find me

Digging into these wounds again

Emptier than I’ve ever been

Stitching together what I’ve got left

Is it living through pain if I’m always chasing death?

Is it a plague to end up like this?

To let it linger inside my head

Was I ruined from the start?

Ripping my limbs apart

Bleeding out

All on my own

Bleeding out

I choke on the blood in my throat