I Cry Every Night - Aliza
Your side of the bed's too cold
I sleep on the edge so I don't roll over
Talk to the dark like it answers me
Ask it why you never came home
I cry every night
Till my eyes burn red till I'm out of fight
Till your name's a ghost in the room
Till the sky feels bruised by the moon
I cry every night
Till the hurt runs dry but it never quite
Every tear just pulls me to you
I cry every night for you
Stare at the door till the floor goes soft
Replay your last word till the sound goes rough
Hold my breath count to 24
Hope when I exhale you'll be at the door
I cry every night
Till my eyes burn red till I'm out of fight
Till your name's a ghost in the room
Till the sky feels bruised by the moon
I cry every night
Till the hurt runs dry but it never quite
Every tear just pulls me to you
I cry every night for you
If I could hate you
Maybe I'd hear you
If I could forget you
Maybe I'd feel something like calm
Something like peace
But even my dreams still call you back to me
I cry every night
Till my hands go numb reaching for your side
Till my voice gives out on your name
Till the stars look tired of my shame
I cry every night
Till the hurt runs dry but it never quite
Every tear still runs back to you
I cry every night for you
One more breath, one more try
One more wish, one more lie
That tomorrow I'll be fine
But I already know
I'll cry every night
Till I learn to let you go