This Is It (Explicit)

So this is it, all my life has led to this

In the kitchen with the drip, holding someone else’s drink

So this is me, twice the size I wanna be

Still half the person that you see as someone fit for family

This is us and I am yours

This is everything I hoped for

This is us and I am yours

This is everything

This is it

So this is now, always scared of being figured out

You said you didn’t know how it hadn’t caught up with me by now

This is us and I am yours

This is everything I hoped for

This is us and I am yours

This is everything

This is it

This is us and I am yours

This is everything I hoped for

But I’m still ****ed

And I’m still bored

If this is it why do I want more

Does everyone change?

Why am I still the same?

Grow into their rage

Start acting their age

Try gilding their cage