[00:00.27]If I could smile a thousand smiles
[00:02.70]Fake I'm good for a while I would
[00:06.42]But I dont think that I should
[00:10.14]Because then youd never know
[00:12.69]What goes on in my mind
[00:15.33]I guess Ill just stay misunderstood
[00:18.42]But it can get lonely sometimes
[00:25.20]I wish that youd hold me most nights
[00:30.18]But it can get lonely sometimes
[00:35.19]I wish that youd hold me most nights
[00:45.57]Kerosene
[00:48.06]Ive been burning at both ends to be here
[00:55.56]Kerosene
[00:58.02]Ive been burning at both ends in secret
[01:04.86]All of my friends are sad lately
[01:06.90]And my dad says that
[01:10.02]Its evidence of the prevalence of pathology
[01:14.31]So I took his car out south
[01:16.56]And ended up crashing it
[01:19.77]Hoping that hed see an ambulance as an analogy
[01:24.78]Close your eyes
[01:25.95]Youre polarised
[01:27.21]And chronically online
[01:30.00]I spend all my life drinking a white light from a screen
[01:35.04]Half the time Im half-alive
[01:36.72]My brain is barely mine
[01:39.78]Probably should have never fell in love
[01:42.00]With this lack of self-esteem
[01:45.57]Kerosene
[01:48.51]Im burning at both ends to be here
[01:55.59]Kerosene
[01:58.35]Im burning at both ends in secret
[02:02.70]If I could smile a thousand smiles
[02:05.25]Fake Im good for a while I would
[02:08.94]But I dont think that I should
[02:12.54]Because then youd never know
[02:15.21]What goes on in my mind
[02:17.70]I guess Ill just stay misunderstood
[02:22.68]But it can get lonely sometimes
[02:27.75]I wish that youd hold me most nights
[02:32.70]But it can get lonely sometimes
[02:37.74]I wish that youd hold me most nights