Applebee's Bar - Spraynard
I am every person that you've ever ignored
I am the flamming bag of dogshit on your porch
Used to think I was a savior a part of a cause
Now see I am nothing no nothing at all
I am every reason that you scream all these words
I am every call and I am every verse
I'll never let you feel done you'll always be haunted
I will keep you fighting
It's not what I wanted
It's not what I wanted
It's not what I
I am all the bills that they slide under your door
I am the bleeding heart beating under your floor
Move out move on
I think I wanted to live like this
I think I'm done with being ignored
But there's still empty cups and cracks on my apartment floor
I'll let conversations bleed through my front door
The heated kettle screaming out I need to stop what I started
Things have changed
It's not what I wanted
It's not what I wanted
It's not what I wanted
It's not what I
