Where My Thunder Falls

Frozen lips in lust

Laughing while I fall

Lying every night

Saying I’m alright

But I’m flying in my dreams

Lost reality

Eating when I’m bored

Tryna get high

Every night

And don’t know why I’m looking but I never seem to find

Can’t keep waiting, I

Lost my patience, tried

Hesitating

I can’t choose where my thunder falls

Fantasise that maybe

I’ll stop panic and self destruct

My heart hurts but I can’t choose where my thunder falls

Wings inside my heart

Tearing me in half

Fetching dopamine

Always hungry

Always teeth clench through the news

Drinking up my moods

Dancing in my room

Tryna get high

Turn off the lights

And always get this feeling that I’m running out of time

Can’t keep waiting, I

Lost my patience, tried

Hesitating

I can’t choose where my thunder falls

Fantasise that maybe

I’ll stop panic and self destruct

My heart hurts but I can’t choose where my thunder falls

Now baby, baby drive me fast

You can’t take it slow, I tried it out

And all of my feelings come back home

Spread on the kitchen floor

Fake food and roses, love got lost

I’m angry and heartfelt all at once

Hungry and manic in a state

Thundering as the sun sets

Can’t keep waiting, I

Lost my patience, tried

Hesitating

I can’t choose where my thunder falls

Fantasise that maybe

I’ll stop panic and self destruct

My heart hurts but I can’t choose where my thunder falls