SCREAM in SILENCE (Anniversary Edition) (feat. gonedark) (Explicit)

I can't blame you if you paint me like a villain

It's a shame you couldn't tame me, but the ride was fuckin' thrilling

I can't save what's been erased, but with the timing it's a grace

Because I noticed that you changed, and now you've turned into disgrace

And I'm just tryna leave the past behind us

Love, lust, emptiness, and deep desires

I clutch remedies to catch these highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence

You just wanna see my heart keep cryin'

I spent months only to see you've ceased tryin'

I clutch rеmedies to catch thesе highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence

You always tell me it ain't nothin' what it seems like

Tried to spell it out, but you a fiend for all your dream sights

Couldn't ring the bell, I'm with my team, and you don't see life

I would wish you well, but you the streets, and I'm the green light

You wanted nothing to do with me, got nothing to prove to you

I'm chasin' something took for granted, now I'm out makin' moves

I got my options, I'll choose, I see myself lettin' loose

Cause you excused, and you a fool for playin' me for a deuce

But what if I don't accept it, if I never addressed this

We'd still be fighting back and forth, already know what the rest is

Delete my number, don't text it, I don't wanna confess

That even though I cut you off you're still the best of my exes

And I'm just, tryna leave the past behind us

Love, lust, emptiness, and deep desires

I clutch remedies to catch these highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence

You just wanna see my heart keep cryin'

I spent months only to see you've ceased tryin'

I clutch remedies to catch these highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence

I could tell you it's okay, I'm at a loss for words

Try to tell you how I'm feeling, but I fucking learned

Everything inside my heart, it's just not worth

Everything inside my head, got me feeling burnt

Roll up

2020 6MT and

Been days, and I ain't been to sleep yet

Baby, I think our love is dead

The way you're fucking with my feelings

Blow the roof off of this ceiling, yeah

AX, baby turn that volume higher

AX, baby blow them speakers out

Your ex, can't compete with the fire

Inside my heart, I f**king loved you, now I'm out

And I'm just, tryna leave the past behind us

Love, lust, emptiness, and deep desires

I clutch remedies to catch these highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence

You just wanna see my heart keep cryin'

I spent months only to see you've ceased tryin'

I clutch remedies to catch these highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence

And I'm just, tryna leave the past behind us

Love, lust, emptiness, and deep desires

I clutch remedies to catch these highs as

I sit waiting as I scream in silence