It’s tainting me
No love in you
I just can’t stand to be
Brought by confusion in my mind
Desperation I can’t hide
Fallen deep and still I try
Letting go
I don’t know why I planned to be
Focused on dreams that you can’t stand in me
Cold sweats that drip from me at night
I hate the **** I said I liked
****ed up and choked up all my light
Now days I feel like I might try
Waking up
No feelings
I just can’t give up
Pouring into nothing
A diamond in the rough, it's
Sitting with no shine
Now days I feel like I can’t get by
Smoked two more joes so I can get right
Feelings for you, I kept it wrapped tight
And when I die I’ll rest in all white
Pain
Nothing stayed the same
Change
To live without my shame
Waking up
No feelings I just can’t give up
Pouring into nothing
A diamond in the rough, it's
Sitting with no shine