[00:00.00]Appointments - Julien Baker
[00:15.38]Written by：Julien Baker
[00:30.77]I'm staying in tonight
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[00:36.24]I won't stop you from leaving
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[00:43.47]I know that I'm not what you wanted
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[00:50.22]Am I
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[00:55.02]You wanted someone who I used to be like
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[01:02.08]Now you think I'm not trying
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[01:08.62]Don't argue it's not worth the effort to lie
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[01:21.73]You don't want to bring it up
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[01:27.99]And I already know how it looks
[01:33.06]You don't have to remind me so much
[01:37.96]How I disappoint you
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[01:46.69]Suggest that I talk to somebody again
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[01:53.26]Who knows how to help me get better
[01:57.57]Utill then I should just try not to miss anymoreappointments
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[02:40.25]I think if I ruin this
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[02:45.96]Then I know I can live with it
[02:50.31]Nothing turns out like I picture it
[02:54.84]Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
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[03:06.19]I think if I fail again
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[03:11.84]That I know you're still listening
[03:16.29]Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
[03:21.67]And I know that it's not
[03:24.87]But I have to believe that it is
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[03:31.87]I have to believe that it is
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[03:38.31]I have to believe that it is
[03:42.34]Have to believe that
[03:44.89]I have to believe that it is
[03:48.94]Probably not but I have to believe that it is
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[03:58.38]When I tell you that it is
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[04:03.62]Oh it's not for my benefit
[04:08.12]Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright
[04:13.65]Oh I know that it's not
[04:16.74]But I have to believe that it is