[00:00.00]No (On Top) - Cam Meekins
[00:11.88]I used to think that I was destined
[00:13.68]To be on top but now I know it's true
[00:17.56]While everybody else flopped
[00:18.95]I was waiting to drop
[00:20.41]And talk sh*t bout you
[00:23.17]I used to have a lot of stress
[00:25.03]Thinking bout my life
[00:26.04]And where it was heading to
[00:28.82]But now I'm saying
[00:29.58]F**k that I'mma be alright
[00:31.62]Guess what you will too
[00:34.50]I used to be one of the kids
[00:35.96]That would over think
[00:37.30]I never had no shows
[00:40.09]I just to act like it was cool
[00:41.88]When really I was bugging
[00:43.09]About it on the low
[00:45.77]I used to do a lot of singing
[00:47.40]Making some beats and yeah
[00:49.13]I still do both
[00:51.31]I used to give a f**k
[00:52.57]About you and then
[00:53.59]I deleted your number on my phone
[00:57.09]Not even on some Hollywood sh*t
[00:59.02]I'm f**ked up and I play this girls
[01:02.70]I do this sh*t to boost
[01:03.93]My ego don't really
[01:04.85]Talk about it on the low
[01:08.32]And if I'm really being honest
[01:10.30]I'd just lie said I was on the road
[01:14.00]But I ain't never been on tour man
[01:15.99]This is just something that you should know
[01:19.68]I used to think that
[01:20.69]I was destined to be on top
[01:22.46]But now I know it's true
[01:25.32]While everybody else flopped
[01:26.69]I was waiting to drop
[01:28.08]And talk sh*t bout you
[01:30.89]I used to have a lot of stress thinking
[01:33.00]Bout my life and where it was heading to
[01:36.53]But now I'm saying
[01:37.39]F**k that I'mma be alright
[01:39.18]Guess what you will too
[01:41.90]I love the way that life
[01:43.09]Has a particular way of working out
[01:44.81]I'm sitting thinking bout all the decisions
[01:46.62]I made back when I was just a dumb fool
[01:48.68]And now I know more so
[01:50.11]I can act upon my actions more appropriate
[01:51.68]So you won't walk out the door
[01:53.60]I hear the words you say to me
[01:55.16]Like slow piano loops
[01:55.89]Sits inside my head throughout
[01:57.28]The day until I think oh shoot
[01:58.96]I wasted another day doing nothing
[02:00.81]No motivation
[02:01.61]Wrapped inside depressions
[02:02.21]That you put me in after
[02:03.90]We stopped having sex and
[02:04.76]To add on top of that
[02:06.09]I got stressed out with music sh*t
[02:07.75]Starting writing songs that
[02:08.52]I didn't even like to spit
[02:10.25]But f**k that sh*t
[02:11.34]I guess one day I'll finally find my sound
[02:13.33]And leave my mark upon
[02:14.37]This lonely blood sucking underground
[02:15.58]I worked so hard for this
[02:17.50]And thought it was all useless
[02:18.73]So I had to ask myself
[02:20.01]Why it is I really do this
[02:21.34]I have dreams of buying a house
[02:22.82]Finding a wife and a family
[02:24.07]I wanna be around for my kids
[02:25.45]So they can see their dad and be like
[02:27.40]Yeah that sh*t's awesome
[02:28.29]So how do I accomplish that
[02:29.78]It's not with major labels
[02:30.95]F**king me until I got no a**
[02:32.62]So I'll just keep it real
[02:34.15]Try to relax a bit
[02:35.15]Until all my stars align
[02:36.29]And I ain't worried bout sh*t
[02:38.86]I used to think that
[02:39.89]I was destined to be on top
[02:41.53]But now I know it's true
[02:44.37]While everybody else flopped
[02:45.58]I was waiting to drop
[02:47.00]And talk sh*t bout you
[02:49.95]I used to have a lot of stress
[02:51.64]Thinking bout my life
[02:52.79]And where it was heading to
[02:55.65]But now I'm saying
[02:56.42]F**k that I'mma be alright
[02:58.25]Guess what you will too
[03:01.29]I used to think that
[03:02.30]I was destined to be on top but now
[03:04.35]I know it's true
[03:07.02]While everybody else flopped
[03:08.28]I was waiting to drop
[03:09.49]And talk sh*t bout you
[03:12.55]I used to have a lot of stress
[03:14.27]Thinking bout my life
[03:15.25]And where it was heading to
[03:18.18]But now I'm saying
[03:19.35]F**k that I'mma be alright
[03:20.97]Guess what you will to