i should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not

God gave me everything I want

It took a while to catch my breath

Got no respect no respect for myself

I should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not

I'm older now

What's worse is I'm starting to feel it

I'm not sober wow.

There's parts of me that I should be healing

It's crazy how your life can change right when you need it

I'm older now I'm staring to feel it

I should be happy but I'm not

God gave me everything I want

It took a while to catch my breath

Got no respect no respect for myself

I should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not

I question why the hurt always seems so appealing

We're eye to eye for me love has a different meaning.

I should be happy but I'm not

God gave me everything I want

It took a while to catch my breath

Got no respect no respect for myself

I should be happy

I should be happy but I'm not

I should be happy but I'm not

I should be happy but I'm not