Joriah Kwame-Ordinary
词: Joriah Kwame
曲: Allie Grace
I notice how she looks at me
But I pretend that I don't see
It's easier if I let the tension subside
I've seen it in the books I read
A magic that tou cannot see
There's no limitations They wear it with pride
But the characters I read never act or look like me
I can't depend on them to lead me through the right door
And what's the point of falling when I know I'm only stalling
Cause I have to go back home
Where I'm just one in the herd
Tripping over my words
Trying hard to go with the grain
Keeping the quirks in my brain
I'm on the brink of discovery I think
But what if I'm dreaming
That's what it seems like
Cause this girl thinks I'm part of her world
And that new territory's scary
If I turn the handle am I asking for a scandal
Shoule I try to be ordinary
I've always been a little odd
The only pea inside the pod
That's not an expression I'm guessing
Oh well
See? That's exactly what I mean!
I'm just as akward as I seem
Plus she makes me nervous I hope she can't tell
What is it she sees in this cluster clump of me
Or could it maybe be I'm going crazy
And hey Who am I kidding
This isn't some sweet beginning
Just a detour to the end
Then back the herd
Tripping over my words
Trying hard to go with the grain
Keeping the quirks in my brain
I'm on the brink of discovery I think
But what if I'm dreaming
Do I rewind Induce amnesia
Pretend I didn't see her
Succumb to stupid fear
Or just believe in my heart
Why play a part
Why follow the herd
Why not trust in my words
Don't wanna go with the grain
Why try to make myself plain
I'm on the brink of rediscovery I think
So what if I'm dreaming
I like the scene that I'm in
And this girl is a part of this world
The thought of being normal's far more scary
I'll be brave and I'll be kind
I'll make a choice and change my mind
I will mess up all the time
They'll say I'm weird but I'll be fine
I'll be anything but ordinary