Stream Of Consciousness (Explicit) - Lola Young
Lyrics by：Lola Young/Will Brown/Conor Dickinson
Composed by：Lola Young/Will Brown/Conor Dickinson
I turn the lights down throw the towel in
And feel pretty much nothing
I think that's the kind of pain that worries me and I
Like to think that I'm growing up and that I'm learnin'
But I've no idea what's underneath
And the foundations I laid down are too light for my skin
And he said he wants to take me abroad
But I can barely fly with my own wings and
Love really confuses me like how much are you supposed to give
That's all I had
I dream in colour hate the summer
I act tougher than I really am
I'm a ****-up told my mother
I don't love her when she's all that I have
And I'm twenty-one but feel like I'm gettin' on
The child in me has been and gone isn't that sad
I dream in colour hate the summer
Please don't tell me this is all that I am
It's all that I am
I think deep down I quite like being held at night you know
Someone to touch something to believe in
And there's like twenty-one reasons as to why I'm here but like
Ninety-nine reasons as to why there's just no meaning
That's quite depressing
And if I make something out of myself it'll be mad beautiful
Like the way he looked at me when I asked him to dance
This isn't a stream of consciousness
This is more like a big fat *******"No one asked"
I dream in colour hate the summer
I act tougher than I really am
I'm a ****-up told my mother
I don't love her when she's all that I have
And I'm twenty-one but feel like I'm gettin' on
The child in me has been and gone isn't that sad
I dream in colour hate the summer
Please don't tell me this is all that I am
It's all that I am
