[00:07.28]Featuring monetana
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[00:20.90]My life
[00:21.35]Ain't all peaches and cream
[00:22.83]This fame thing and this game bring
[00:24.76]More pain than it seem
[00:26.08]I ain't trying to be depressed
[00:27.35]And I'm greatful for my blessing
[00:28.89]But sometimes it just feels like
[00:30.44]There's some'ing missing
[00:31.49]I got all the answers
[00:32.84]But ain't no questions
[00:34.12]I wonder if god's
[00:35.18]Just trying to teach me a lesson
[00:37.05]The situations progressing
[00:38.47]It's getting stressing
[00:39.42]I hope I don't fail my test and
[00:41.37]The heat is on
[00:42.33]They say that pressure
[00:43.27]Busts pipes
[00:43.89]So I keep my cool
[00:44.96]And thank god for every breath of my life
[00:46.93]I'm taking steps to the right
[00:48.34]But still I end up wrong
[00:49.58]I'm built for the ocean
[00:50.57]But I'm stuck in this backyard pond
[00:52.25]I'm trying to maintain my pace
[00:53.78]In the place I belong
[00:54.88]I'm going for the gold
[00:55.87]But I keep getting bronze
[00:57.39]Who do I call to for advice
[00:58.93]When all my mentors gone
[01:00.15]This is my life
[01:01.17]This ain't just the words to my song what do I do
[01:03.93]What do you do
[01:06.60]When them haters after you
[01:09.25]Keep it real and keep it true
[01:11.86]Get that dirt up off of you
[01:14.50]Still swang and bang screw
[01:17.10]Swishahouse like what it do
[01:19.16]Don't let them see the sweat on you
[01:22.71]Just keep it real
[01:23.72]This one here's for broderick brown
[01:26.27]Locked down
[01:26.89]A 45year sentence
[01:28.07]I don't like how that sound
[01:29.35]We've been homies since middle school
[01:31.27]We were childhood chums
[01:32.54]But you got caught up
[01:33.51]By life in the slums
[01:34.47]I'm thinking bout
[01:35.32]Where your life went
[01:36.47]45years of your life spent
[01:38.12]With a aggravated robbery indictment
[01:40.37]You plead guilty
[01:41.28]For a lesser charge
[01:42.60]Even though the judge was harsh
[01:43.91]God's still in charge
[01:45.17]I be wishing that
[01:46.17]I could go back in time
[01:47.65]And tell the judge that that nine
[01:49.10]And the strack was mine
[01:50.45]That would be fine
[01:51.31]But I guess it's too late for that
[01:52.95]I know that court appointed lawyer
[01:54.36]Was whack
[01:54.91]Ain't it ironic though
[01:56.23]You went in ferguson you end up in the penn
[02:01.49]And the only way that we communicate
[02:12.91]Is through a pen
[02:14.58]Don't give up
[02:15.48]Just do what you do
[02:17.90]Live your life don't let your life live you
[02:23.46]Just keep on moving
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[02:26.40]People think
[02:27.70]My life is all about raps and such
[02:29.93]If I'm suppose to have it good
[02:31.30]Why is my life so rough
[02:32.51]I'm walking straight
[02:33.30]But sometimes I need to lean on a crutch
[02:35.14]Nobody told me life would get this tough
[02:37.12]You gotta feel me though
[02:38.35]Cause I ain't trying to be sad
[02:40.02]I thank god for everything I got
[02:41.86]And all the blessings I had
[02:43.05]I work hard I still grind
[02:44.69]All night in the lab
[02:45.69]The best friends I ever had
[02:47.20]Was a pen and a pad
[02:48.28]Cause people talking down
[02:49.43]Hating on me
[02:50.33]Yeah we use to be down
[02:51.59]But now you shady homie
[02:52.94]I see 'em all up on the internet
[02:54.60]Debating on me
[02:55.67]Wondering when will I flop
[02:56.92]I know they waiting on me
[02:58.23]A lot of rappers is jealous
[02:59.68]Saying all that we rap about is swangas
[03:10.55]Mad cause they c
[03:12.58]D
[03:13.21]'S
[03:13.50]Below the shelf like hangers
[03:15.25]Should I retaliate the hate
[03:17.51]And pay 'em back ten fold
[03:21.16]They got me running hot
[03:25.06]But I'm standing out in the cold what do I do