After All This (Explicit) - Jay Brannan
Written by：Jay Brannan
You're a beautiful man
Was cool to hold you
Thought I could have you
Boy was I wrong
It was a dirty plan
It's time someone told you
You don't hold the world
In the palm of your hand
It must feel freaky to be so sneaky
I guess you thought I'd never know
The one you loved had split
And he kind liked my sh*t
So you booked yourself a private show
I know I'm nothing special
I've never been the best
But there are thoughts in my head
And a thump in my chest
I'm a little embarrassed
Is this part of your plan
I'm not a cardboard cutout
Just a lonely man
Whose heart is achin'
You're the reason why
So after all this
Did you at least get your guy
We had a few good laughs
Talked for awhile and
Walked round the island
Hands intertwined
I also lied to you
Said I liked your tattoo
I was only tryin'
To be kind
You rose up from the east and set into a jest
It was joking at it's worst and trickery at best
Now I have come to see the big punchline was me
Your magic carpet just a vehicle for jealousy
I know I'm nothing special
I've never been the best
But there are thoughts in my head
And a thump in my chest
I'm a little embarrassed
Is this part of your plan
I'm not a cardboard cutout
Just a lonely man
Whose heart is achin'
You're the reason why
So after all this
Did you at least get your guy
I know I'm nothing special
I've never been the best
But there are thoughts in my head
And a thump in my chest
I'm a little embarrassed
Is this part of your plan
I'm not a cardboard cutout
Just a lonely man
Whose heart is achin'
You're the reason why
So after all this
Did you at least get your guy
I know I'm nothing special
I've never been the best
But there are thoughts in my head
And a thump in my chest
I'm a little embarrassed
Is this part of your plan
I'm not a cardboard cutout
Just a lonely man
Whose heart is achin'
You're the reason why
So after all this
Did you at least get your guy
So tell me baby
Did you at least get your guy
After all this
Did you at least get your guy
