Read My Silence - anEva
Lyrics by:Ana Cueva
Produced by:Ana Cueva
Keep pretending I'm all right
But you know when I'm not
You hear the cracks inside my voice
When I say I forgot
I hate the way I push away
The only thing I need
Is standing right in front of me
And I still try to leave
I don't want to make you tired
I don't want to make you run
I'm just scared you'll see the damage
And decide I'm not enough
I'm falling under but I'm falling into you
My heart alone in daylight
But I'm honest enough
Don't let me drift too far
Don't let my silence choose
I don't know how to say it
But I'm safest next to you
You trace the fear across my face
Like you've known it all along
I say I'm not worth saving
You say I've always been wrong
Maybe I was built from goodbyes
Maybe trust still feels like rain
But every time you call me softly
I remember my own name
Stay through the quiet
Stay through
I'm learning to be gentle with the love I almost break
I'm falling under but don't let me go
I'm quiet with my feelings
But I need you more than you know