[00:00.98](I still get nightmares) All my life, I've been wanting to go to better places
[00:05.54](She will forever haunt me) I get so sick of this fucking world and this fucking bullshit
[00:10.57]So I put a gun against my head, shoot myself and I'll be dead
[00:15.77]Yeah, this world's so fucking fake
[00:18.51]There's no one that really cares
[00:20.67]I'm so sick of this bullshit
[00:22.94]Every day I wake up thinkin',"I don't wanna do this"
[00:25.52]So shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
[00:28.09]I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
[00:30.72]I'm so sick, I got problems in my head
[00:33.14]I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
[00:36.47]Yeah, yeah
[00:38.18]I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
[00:40.55]Hate to see you leave, I'm not good at goodbyes (Not good at goodbyes)
[00:42.99]I got trust issues, yeah, I'm tired of lies (Tired of lies)
[00:45.42]So exhausted, girl, you can see it in my eyes
[00:48.15]Better off alone, you're a waste of my time
[00:50.61]Yeah, every day I hate myself, don't wanna be here
[00:52.59]Yeah, I'm too scared, runnin' from the things that I fear
[00:55.46]Yeah, I'm poppin' all these pills just so I can see clear
[00:57.88]Yeah, you ruined my head, I don't wanna see you near
[01:00.44]Don't ever call, yeah, I know I hate myself, but I still got it all
[01:03.60](I got it all)
[01:03.95]Dying in my bed, demons listen as I fall (Yeah)
[01:06.41]Fall in love with the idea of runnin' away
[01:08.51]Smile on my face, but wanna kill myself every day
[01:11.29]Yeah, I want someone to stay
[01:13.47]Rot in my bed with the thoughts in my brain (My brain)
[01:16.39]Yeah, you watch me as I go insane
[01:18.65]Hate you so much, but I'm glad you came (Glad you came)
[01:21.12]All my life, I've been wanting to go to better places (I still get nightmares)
[01:26.29]I get so sick of this fucking world and all this bullshit (She will forever haunt me)
[01:31.43]So I put a gun against my head, shoot myself and I'll be dead
[01:36.77]Yeah, this world's so fucking fake, there's no one that really cares
[01:41.51]I'm so sick of this bullshit
[01:43.71]Every day, I wake up thinkin',"I don't wanna do this"
[01:46.22]So shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
[01:48.84]I wanna lay in my bed and sleep instead
[01:51.52]I'm so sick, I got problems in my head (Head)
[01:53.66]I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end
[01:55.93](Praying for the end)
[01:57.31]Yeah, yeah
[01:58.91]I got a death wish, and I'm praying for the end