R3KT (Explicit)

I'm not afraid of dying

It's the fear I haven't lived enough, yeah

It keeps me up every night when

I feel like I'm going through something rough

Drunk and ****ed up

Gonna tell you everything that I was afraid to say sober

Wrecked but I have

Made to the part where I can effectively break my silence

I wanna talk but I don't know how

Was in the stars but I'm falling down

I'm sick of me someone shut my mouth

Baby I'm falling down

Words unspoken

Filling me up, hope I don't give up

Feeling broken

Tearing within I don't wanna give in

Choking

I almost choked in my ****ing sleep

Can't break the silence

It's crawling beneath my skin

I probably missed your call, you're out my house now

You're way too involved with all my **** somehow

Drunk and ****ed up

Gonna tell you everything that I was afraid to say sober

Wrecked but I have

Made to the part where I can effectively break my silence

Words unspoken

Filling me up, hope I don't give up

Feeling broken

Tearing within I don't wanna give in

Choking

I almost choked in my ****ing sleep

Can't break the silence

It's crawling beneath my skin

I think I'm going insane

I think I'm losing my mind

Oh wait, has it been a long time

Have I already lost my ****ing mind

I think I'm going insane

I think I'm losing my mind

Oh wait, it's been a long time

Since I completely lost my ****ing mind

Have I already lost my ****ing mind?

Am I insane, have I lost my mind?

Am I insane, have I lost my mind?

Am I insane, have I lost my mind?

I wanna talk but I don't know how

Was in the stars but I'm falling down

I'm sick of me someone shut my mouth

Baby I'm falling down

Words unspoken

Filling me up, hope I don't give up

Feeling broken

Tearing within I don't wanna give in

Choking

I almost choked in my ****ing sleep

Can't break the silence

It's crawling beneath my skin