[00:00.00]FEAR - NF
[00:00.05]Lyrics by：Jeff Sojka/Nate Feuerstein
[00:00.21]Composed by：Jeff Sojka/Nate Feuerstein
[00:00.37]Produced by：Nathan Feuerstein/Jeff Sojka
[00:00.53]Hello darkness my old friend
[00:03.59]Hello
[00:05.76]Knocking at my door again
[00:10.87]Begging me to come outside I
[00:16.37]Let you back into my life
[00:21.27]Now usually I'd be strong enough
[00:26.63]To lock the doors and keep 'em shut
[00:31.68]But not today I'm desperate
[00:36.53]Desperate
[00:37.03]So go ahead and come on in
[00:42.08]So go ahead and come on in
[00:47.37]So go ahead and come on in
[00:54.70]OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding
[00:56.25]Maybe I should take the pills don't
[00:58.22]Know what's going on with me somedays
[00:59.78]I actually think I might be schizo
[01:02.01]Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is makin' me begin to spiral oh God
[01:06.96]Oh oh oh
[01:09.59]Made a promisе to myself I wouldn't let the fear back in but then I did though
[01:13.32]Told the world I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke
[01:17.12]Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough
[01:20.66]Guess not
[01:24.42]It's the same song and dance you've all seen it before
[01:27.86]Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor
[01:31.66]Every decision made isn't mine anymore
[01:35.60]Like a puppet with strings I just don't have a choice
[01:39.41]What's the truth? What's a lie?
[01:41.16]Help me God help me Lord
[01:43.04]Face your fears dry your eyes
[01:44.92]Grandma died what's the point?
[01:46.83]Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy
[01:50.65]Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice
[02:10.09]Desperate
[02:10.20]Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash
[02:20.69]While I hold the gas can
[02:29.20]Asking God if He started this fire
[02:39.51]Is this what you wanted?
[02:43.31]Is this what you wanted?
[02:47.34]Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life
[02:50.24]Just to lay them to rest
[02:54.61]Is this what you wanted?
[02:58.41]Is this what you wanted?
[03:02.46]Gave me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
[03:09.79]Is this what you wanted?
[03:11.72]On the verge on the edge
[03:13.74]Is this what you wanted?
[03:15.55]Petrified scared to death
[03:17.16]Is this what you wanted?
[03:19.37]Praying to God desperate
[03:21.08]Is this what you wanted?
[03:23.70]What you wanted
[03:24.97]Is this what you wanted?
[03:27.04]Hanging on by a thread
[03:28.89]Is this what you wanted?
[03:30.99]Empty heart nothing left
[03:32.55]Is this what you wanted?
[03:34.65]Breaking down spiraling
[03:36.40]Is this what you wanted?
[03:38.87]What You wanted?
[03:40.08]Is this what you wanted?
[03:40.99]Is this what you wanted?
[03:41.88]Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash
[03:51.57]Is this what you wanted?
[03:52.42]While I hold the gas can
[03:59.75]Asking God if He started this fire
[04:06.89]Is this what you wanted?
[04:09.20]What you wanted