Damned If I Do (Damned If I Don't)

The other day I was sitting on my own

In my room tryna work up

The courage for what comes next

Just completed a full course of therapy

The days seem bright when you're not depressed

Told Dee, I got smile back

And it won't be knocked

I can still shed tears doesn't mean I'm rocked

Saw my father in time

And grandfather in clocks

How handy?

I'd be lying on my pride if I stampede

I'm still trying to defy who I can be

Mum says that I'm way too angry

Kovi's just proud I made her an auntie

Thank god I know she understands me

First comes God and the second is family

I'm still tryna be the man I can be

A good dad and a fighter, frankly

Damned if I do

Damned if I don't try

Set up to fail now

If I don't decide

I cannot lose

If I still fight

Not trying now

Just trying to survive

Damned if I do

Damned if I don't try

Set up to fail now

If I don't decide

I cannot lose

If I still fight

Not trying now

Just trying to survive

She keep saying baby I'm the one for you

One for you

I'm tryna make some sons with you

Then I ain't done with you

I'll be damned if I don't try

You'll be damned if I do

She keep saying baby I'm the one for you

One for you

I'm tryna make some sons with you

Then I ain't done with you

I'll be damned if I don't try

You'll be damned if I do

She keep saying baby I'm the one for you

One for you

I'm tryna make some sons with you

Then I ain't done with you

I'll be damned if I don't try

You'll be damned if I do