Living in the Grey

I was hopeless in the bathroom of the rainbow bar

Took 27 years, just to land this part

Was it all

I ever wanted

Was it a dream come true

I was looking in the mirror saying

Who the **** are you

I brought my fears with me and some shiny shoes

They told me to be happy and then plied me with booze

I had picture of my family on the background of my phone

To give myself some company but it made me more alone

And it hurts sometimes even when the weathers fine

Even when my child smiles

And People say its black and white

But I'm living in the grey

Yeah, I'm living in the grey

I was pulling back my sleeves

Soaked in salt

Clinging to the darkness

Like everything was my fault

And I held to the table

I could hardly move

Yeh my voice was kinda shakey

In this crimson leather booth

And if all of whisky's mine tonight

I should stay up late

And drink to the boy I used to be and the man I am today

And it hurts sometimes even when the weathers fine

Even when my child smiles

And People say its black and white

But I'm living

And it hurts sometimes even when the weathers fine

Even when my child smiles

And People say its black and white

But I'm living in the grey

Yeah, I'm living in the grey

Yeah, I'm living in the grey