Where Did My Warmth Go?

I just want to breathe the frozen air again

Feel the sting of winter waking up my skin

Back when silence didn’t sound so loud

And my laughter didn’t tremble in my mouth

Now every joy I had is hiding somewhere far

Like it slipped between the seats of a hurried car

It feels like fate buried my happiness deep in the sea

Locked it in a shell where my hands can’t reach (can’t reach…)

And I keep diving with lungs full of doubt

But I won’t stop searching — I want my light back out

I try to smile but it falls before it lands

Like a ring disappearing in the folds of tired hands

I used to find beauty in every passing day

Now I’m begging the sky just to look my way

Maybe hope is only sleeping under ice

Waiting for the sun to call it back to life

It feels like fate buried my happiness deep in the sea

Locked it in a shell where my hands can’t reach (can’t reach…)

And I keep diving with lungs full of doubt

But I won’t stop searching — I want my light back out

If the ocean has claimed what once was mine

Then let me grow gills — I’ll learn how to survive

Even in the darkness where the sunlight ends

I’ll whisper to my sorrow — we will rise again… (rise again…)

’Cause even if fate buried my happiness deep in the sea

I was born to chase it endlessly

With trembling hands and a hopeful heart

I will keep swimming — I will not fall apart

Where did my warmth go…? I’m coming to find you…