Goin Up (Explicit)

Girl you haven't reached out for a minute

Thinkin' back to the beginning

Swear the feeling, can't forget it

I was hopin' for forgiveness

You told me it's in the past

But the future isn't given

Lately I been lookin' back

Little moments made me laugh

Then I realize you ain't coming back

But girl I want ya

How I used to brag

When I brought you 'round my friends

Now I can't

Won't you hear me and understand

Girl I miss your touch

But our love died young

I can’t even pull up

And it hurts so much

Always thought you would forgive me

But our love fell through

And I see you with your friends

Wildin’ out in the city

But when it’s late at night

And you get home all alone

Baby tell me, do you miss me

Or are you over the past and never lookin’ back

Told me if things coulda been different

I woulda took you back

But I’m too obsessed with pretty *****es

And get too attached when that ass be lookin’ fat

I know, and I must confess

But the love we had we nothing like the rest

Trust, our connection go deeper than the flesh

But the deeper it went

The more it hurt when I treated you less, yea

And now I’m reapin’ what I sew, oh

Maybe this the reason hoes be sleepin’ on my so’

You moved on, and I’m still at a low

Is this survivors guilt too much to hold

Or did you let it go cause this the life I chose

Girl you haven't reached out for a minute

Thinkin' back to the beginning

Swear the feeling, can't forget it

I was hopin' for forgiveness

You told me it's in the past

But the future isn't given

Lately I been lookin' back

Little moments made me laugh

Then I realize you ain't coming back

But girl I want ya

How I used to brag

When I brought you 'round my friends

Now I can't

Won't you hear me and understand

Girl I miss your touch

But our love died young

I can’t even pull up

And it hurts so much