honesty ( Disc 1, Track 2 )
Baby I just need the honesty
Can’t stand out by myself, I cannot handle me
Afraid of my own words, thinkin’ the hate on this
Knowledge to sentence my excuses,
It was a wrong caterin’
Earlier, wish I said it earlier
Say that I’m too problematic
Without no trying to blend me in here
Gotta say, gotta say, I’m not the same
Now I’m realizing I gotta talk the proper way
(But every time I-)
I need to run away
What you tryna make me say?
Answers to the questions ain’t never reciprocated
Can’t help myself with the words,
Our precipitation
Never helped, baby
I been changing, I done change, I don’t change
You been chasin’ the words I haven’t said
I’ll say things been going my way
I can’t help but to say it’s nothing
You might be thinkin’ that I’m riddling
(You don’t know yeah)
Tryna make the best descriptions, like “I’m out of love”
I know you wouldn’t bother to see me lean on you
(Girl, I can’t stay on you)
I couldn’t even talk with my brother ‘cause he tryna hear the truth
Who practices honesty?
I’m honestly ashamed of me
Call my homie, tryna make him think I’m funny
Convincin’ myself don’t need no one to help me
Lookin’ in the mirror make me wanna vomit, yeah
If I go dead by myself, it’s a homicide
I know,
You don’t know the other me, I doubt it
I need to run away
What you tryna make me say?
Answers to the questions ain’t never reciprocated
Can’t help myself with the words,
Our precipitation
Never helped, baby
I been changing, I done change, I don’t change
You been chasin’ the words I haven’t said
I’ll say things been going my way
I can’t help but to say it’s nothing
Maybe I wasn’t built for this life
Can’t handle the hatred on me
Dreaming about the people lovin’ me
Not just my ability
Maybe my ex girl was just right for me
She done love me but giving up is always the consequence
If I knew me better
Break out of my shelter, speakin’ my mind
Speaking my actions
Just say it one time, say that I’m wrong
Maybe I was trying to be God
But now I know, I can’t be one
I learned, I’m not diff-
Honesty,
Maybe that was all I needed
Holding my thoughts inside…
What am I feeling?
What are my wrongs?
What did I really do and… what did I regret?
Cause I’m just a human..
Now I introduce you
To My Imperfections
And this is my biggest flaw…
I need to run away
What you tryna make me say?
Answers to the questions ain’t never reciprocated
Can’t help myself with the words,
Our precipitation
Never helped, baby
I been changing, I done change, I don’t change
You been chasin’ the word I haven’t said
I’ll say things been going my way
I can’t help but to say it’s nothing
(Nothing)
(Gotta be honest, oh)
(Gotta be honest, oh)
(I’m tryna be honest)
