Suicide Note (Explicit)

I noticed we're broken and lonely

and i cant pretend that i aint know this,

no i cant pretend that i aint noticed.

But i can say i noticed we're fallin not coping

and i cant pretend that i aint know this,

no i cant pretend that i aint noticed.

I cannot run from you,

i gotta run from me.

How can i substitute,

after all that we've been through.

Youre all ive ever known,

now youre moving on,

i can feel it in my soul.

That there ain't no holding on,

na na na na na.

I cant help but question your motives,

i can see it in your eyes.

We cant carry on with just hoping.

But if you carry on who'll save my life?

So imma keep on downing all this brew,

in hopes the darkness just swallows me too

and when you hear this **** itl be too late

and right before my neck breaks imma notice.

I noticed we're broken and lonely

and i cant pretend that i aint know this,

no i cant pretend that i aint noticed.

But i can say i noticed we're fallin not coping

and i cant pretend that i aint know this,

no i cant pretend that i aint noticed.

To whom it might concern,

my lifes taking a turn.

Dont have the will to live,

will the flames of Lucifer burn?

I know i prayed so many nights,

please help me out in life.

But nobody answering i guess im better off in sin

and if i didnt why didnt anybody help me out of it.

I guess im going, i aint trying fight im tired im going,

this is not i might, goodbye im goin. Dying inside while crying, im going.

This is not a life worth trying, im sorry.

Wonder if you care for me,

will you even send a prayer for me.

Maybe look up in the air for me?

Maybe in the next life you'll be there for me and just notice.

I noticed we're broken and lonely

and i cant pretend that i aint know this,

no i cant pretend that i aint noticed.

But i can say i noticed we're fallin not coping

and i cant pretend that i aint know this,

no i cant pretend that i aint noticed.