I Hurt Alone - Ricky Alone
Room feels big
When you're not here
Silence knows my name
Too well, my dear
I don't tell anyone
How bad it gets
I learned how to smile
And swallow regret
I watch the world keep moving
Like nothing's wrong
But everything feels heavier
When I'm on my own
I don't ask for help
I don't make a sound
I learned how to break
Without breaking down
I hurt alone
When the lights blow low
When there's no one left
Who really knows
I hurt alone
I always do
I carry the pain
That I lost with you
Your voice still lives
In the back of my mind
Saying maybe someday
But never tonight
I replay the moments
I should have let go
Stayed way too long
Just to end up alone
You moved on quietly
Like I was strong
But strength doesn't mean
Nothing's wrong
I hurt alone
In the quiet hours
When love feels weak
And memory's louder
I hurt alone
I don't complain
I just sit with the truth
And let it ache
If hurting was visible
You'd see it on me
But pain hides best
In normalcy
I don't need saving
I just need space
To feel the weight
I never say
I hurt alone
But I still stay
Learning how to live
With empty hands
I hurt alone
And that's my truth
I lost myself
Trying to hold on to you
So if I seem distant
Don't take it wrong
I'm not giving up
I'm just hurting alone