Hurt (Explicit)

I'm out of time

So I'm out my mind

I can't wait to go and get faded

To distract myself and feel painless, numb

Your touch was my favorite **

Used to be you, but then you switched up

Don't know what to feel when I feel too much

I'm just tryna chill and hit this blunt, like woah

I had you ridin' in the city of the trees

Smokin' tree before we leave

And now I'm double high

Wasn't that a memory I'll prolly never forget

I'm having trouble finding me since the day that you left

Lookin' over the horizon

Sun settin' and it's purple like my life is

Perfect timin'

I'm undecided if it's right to move on so quick

All the ****in' mileage that we put on

It went to hell

I'm facin' demons in the cold

And I need some help

So I light it up, dealin' with my mental health

I'm feelin' so damn numb it's hard to feel myself

Now I'm gone, sick of holdin' on

Runnin' from the darkness, chase it with Patrón

Wish we never started, 'cause I'm all alone

That's just what it is yea, that's just how it goes

I'm out of time

So I'm out my mind

I can't wait to go and get faded

To distract myself and feel painless, numb

Now I'm faded, I been drinkin'

I been goin' off the deep end

I been busy over-thinkin'

I don't wanna feel none

I don't need a reason

Everybody end up leavin'

Feelin' strange, just like the season

When she falls I run

Here we go again, it's like it happens every time

I try to do my best, but somehow always end up high

Sometimes I don't wanna be, just tryna escape my life

I don't know which way to go, but I know I'll be fine

I'm numb to all these things

No I won't play your games

Your love, it brought me pain

Now I don't feel a thing

I'm out of time

So I'm out my mind

I can't wait to go and get faded

To distract myself and feel painless, numb

Your touch was my favorite **

Used to be you, but then you switched up

Don't know what to feel when I feel too much

I'm just tryna chill and hit this blunt, like woah