[00:18.63]I kept the lights on in a house that moved on
[00:22.35]Counted the footsteps of a name that was gone
[00:26.46]I learned the shape of the room after the sound
[00:30.51]When nobody noticed I was holding it down
[00:33.48]I wore the calm like a coat in the rain
[00:37.53]Smiled at the questions and swallowed the change
[00:41.13]Every small promise I carried alone
[00:44.28]Turned into reasons to stay on my own
[00:48.15]I was still reaching for a hand I knew
[00:52.47]But the distance kept changing the truth
[00:55.26]I borrowed the weight I carried the blame
[00:59.04]Held up a world that was falling away
[01:02.61]If I let it go what will remain
[01:06.30]A person I lost or the one I became
[01:09.87]I borrowed the weight I called it my place
[01:13.65]Stayed in the shadow of someone else's faith
[01:17.73]Now I can see what I couldn't before
[01:21.09]Some things you hold are the things that close the door
[01:32.13]I saved every moment that asked me to bend
[01:35.73]Mistook being needed for having a friend
[01:39.87]I built a shelter from words left unsaid
[01:42.93]And slept with the noise of a voice in my head
[01:46.89]The days kept moving without asking my name
[01:50.52]The mirror kept showing a stranger the same
[01:54.06]I wasn't broken I wasn't healed
[01:57.57]I was just learning what silence revealed
[02:02.01]I stopped chasing the shape of your hands
[02:05.76]When I finally stood where I am
[02:09.03]I borrowed the weight I carried the blame
[02:12.90]Held up a world that was falling away
[02:16.35]If I let it go what will remain
[02:19.98]A person I lost or the one I became
[02:23.58]I borrowed the weight I called it my place
[02:27.36]Stayed in the shadow of someone else's faith
[02:31.44]Now I can see what I couldn't before
[02:34.92]Some things you hold are the things that close the door
[02:53.19]I left the chair where I waited for proof
[02:56.46]I opened the window and changed the view
[03:00.12]The room didn't answer the past didn't move
[03:04.08]But I finally made space for something new
[03:11.70]I borrowed the weight but it wasn't my name
[03:15.39]I carried the fire without owning the flame
[03:18.81]If I let it go I don't disappear
[03:22.68]I find the voice that was buried in fear
[03:26.16]I borrowed the weight now I know what it cost
[03:30.06]To keep holding on to something already lost
[03:33.51]I won't forget what it gave me before
[03:37.80]But I won't be the weight anymore
[03:47.46]The house is still standing
[03:52.11]But I don't live there anymore
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