词：吉伍阿娃
曲：吉伍阿娃
My body loves you more stubbornly than my heart
It remembers the patterns on your palm
the pressure of your embrace
and the frequency of your breath
It refuses to accept new data.
I have psychogenic amnesia
I can't remember the delivery password
but I can accurately repeat every word
you said during our third argument
My memory system only serves you
The physiological reactions are completely chaotic
Disgusting when hungry
waking up when tired, laughing when crying
My body is performing a grand and absurd
mourning ceremony in its own way.
I touch my own skin and feel like
I'm touching an unfamiliar corpse
The body that you once loved is rapidly deteriorating in your absence.
The deepest betrayal is when I look
in the mirror and the people inside look at me with your eyes
the familiar
gentle gaze that now only makes me want to smash the mirror
