A Mess (Explicit)

I do the laundry

I clean the kitchen

I am so tired of never living

Up to what you need

My touch is too cold

My temper’s too hot

I am always never enough

For what you need

So I’m trying to be everything

But I can’t exist just to be fulfilling

I’m trying my best

Is that not enough…

I’m trying my best

Is that not enough…

For you right now?

I always let you down

Some space to breath

From our broken sleep

But we always seem

To need to keep talking

Our thoughts on repeat

Who cuts and who bleeds

And where does it lead?

Why keep fighting?

I’m trying my best

Is that not enough…

I’m trying my best

Is that not enough…

For you right now?

I always let you down

I’m trying my best

Is that not enough…

I’m trying my best

Is that not enough…

For you right now?

I always let you down

“We were so young when we met

No wonder it was such a mess”

That’s what she said, she said, she said

“A mess, a mess, a mess, a mess”

“We were so young when we met

No wonder it was such a mess”

That’s what she said, she said, she said

“A mess, a mess, a mess, a mess”

I know that I ****ed up

Never had good examples of

A healthy kind of love

A mess, a mess, a mess, a mess

Never had good examples of

Healthy kind of love