Glass Gods (Explicit)

Eighteen, wired up, veins like neon

Teeth grindin' in a motel room beyond

Some stranger's laugh, a hit, a flash

Sweat drips slow like the money I crash

Midnight tongue in a mouth I forget

Don't know his name, but I'll take the bet

Cracked mirror, shards in my stare

He moans my name, but I'm not there

I'm dancing with glass gods, burnin' in my chest

Kissing boys I don't love, chasing death dressed in sex

He pulls me close, I float, I break

Off my face, lost in the fake

And I don't know how to stop

But it's the only high I got

Backseat sweat, eyes like fireflies

We fuck like ghosts, never ask why

Heartbeat stutters in 4/4 time

Got a pipe for truth and a line for the lie

No sleep, just crash and crave

Every touch feels like a tidal wave

They come and go like the taste of smoke

I light another hit just to not choke

I'm dancing with glass gods, burnin' in my chest

Kissing boys I don't love, chasing death dressed in sex

He pulls me close, I float, I break

Off my face, lost in the fake

And I don't know how to stop

But it's the only high I got

He says"you alright?" with a half-dead grin

I laugh and let him pull me in

He don't know me, I don't know him

But tonight we melt, skin to skin

Morning shakes, ash on my lips

He's gone, and the sunlight rips

Through my skull like a warning shot

But I light it up, it's all I got