Quiet Girl Crying - Aliza
You talk like nothing's wrong
Say you're just tired then you're gone
I memorize the sound of the door
More than the sound of your voice anymore
I'm just a quiet girl crying
In a room that knows my name
Holding on, holding on, trying
To make sense of all this pain
You never hear the prayers I'm writing
On the walls inside my head
I'm just a quiet girl crying
Over love that's already dead
Your side of the bed stays cold still
I sleep turned towards your ghost
I keep your messages unread
So I can dream of what they might have said
I'm just a quiet girl crying
In a room that knows my name
Holding on, holding on, trying
To make sense of all this pain
You never hear the prayers I'm writing
On the walls inside my head
I'm just a quiet girl crying
Over love that's already dead
Did you ever really see me
Or just the way I made you feel
You called it complicated
I called it real
Now every little silence cuts
Deeper than you're leaving did
Guess I loved you like a future
You just loved me like a wish
I'm just a quiet girl crying
In a room that knows my name
Holding on, holding on, trying
To forgive you just the same
You never hear the prayers I'm writing
On the walls inside my head
I'm just a quiet girl crying
Learning how to live instead
Tears dry on my skin
Breath slow sinks in
I whisper never again
And break
Just a quiet girl crying
Till my heart finally wakes
