Are you happy
你开心吗
Are you truly happy
你真的开心吗
When you said sh*t about
当你抱怨着
How hard it was
有多么艰难
To find real love
去找到真爱
Always end up
却总是以
Feeling fed up
厌倦收场
Uninhibited
肆无忌惮地
The way you’re jaded
展现着你的倦怠
So sorry
真遗憾
Eventually
最终
We both got lonely
我们都变得孤独
In different churches
在不同的教堂里
I want to make you feel safe
我想让你感到安全
And pull you out of the dirt
把你从泥潭中拉出
Do all the work
做所有的事
Put my best effort
尽我最大的努力
Be your savior
成为你的救世主
We could be reckless and date
我们可以不顾一切地约会
A hundred more ‘till the end
再约一百个直到终结
‘Till you’re in pain
直到你身陷痛苦
Live it all in vain
虚度这一切
But I just can’t
但我就是做不到
You don’t stay in toxic relationships
你不会停留在有毒的关系里
You don’t go all in
你不会全身心投入
You don’t go back to where the lies still show
你不会回到谎言依然存在的地方
You just let them go
你只会放任他们离去
Am I a coward or a coward not
我究竟是不是个懦夫
I wasn’t even scared of the firing shots
我甚至没怕过枪林弹雨
Avoidant attachment
回避型依恋
You drink in the dark
你在黑暗中饮酒
Ghosting conversations
总是突然消失
Leaving me stigma
却给我留下耻辱
I know your heart aches
我知道你的心在痛
I do feel your pain
我确实能感受你的痛苦
Cigarettes burn and then emotions fade
香烟燃尽然后情绪消退
I listened to podcasts
我听着播客
Snuck into your past
潜入你的过往
Texts and tequila
短信和龙舌兰酒
Won’t save you at last
终究无法拯救你
You would text me and then disappeared
你总会发个短信给我然后便消失不见
I’ve been there so I always say I’d be right here
我都经历过所以我总会说我会一直陪着你
Your mental labyrinth
你精神的迷宫
A maze untold
一座未言说的迷津
Stuck in the hookup scenes
困在你展开的
You unfold
那些约会场景里
I tried to pull you from the
我试着将你拉出
Emotional undertow
那情感的暗流
You dimmed I’d glow
你黯淡我便发光
The shadows grow
影子却在生长
In the loudest echoes
在最响亮的回声里
You crave love but choose to bleed
你渴望爱却选择流血
Front of the best ones who showed
在那些向你展示了
Intimacy
亲密
Endless empathy
与无尽同理心的人面前
As I’m dying
而我正慢慢死去
You don’t stay in toxic relationships
你不会停留在有毒的关系里
You don’t go all in
你不会全身心投入
You don’t go back to where the scars still show
你不会回到伤疤依然存在的地方
You just let them go
你只会放任他们离去
Another round another date
又一轮酒又一场约会
Another shot but not my fate
又一杯烈酒但这一定不会是我的命运
As you overdosed and got wasted
随着你过量服药烂醉如泥
Alcohol-soaked promises lost in translation
浸泡在酒精里的承诺在转译中遗失
It ain’t picture perfect it was hesitation
那不是完美画面那是犹豫不决
Your favorite routine
你最爱的例行公事
A cycle on repeat
一个不断重复的循环
Tattoo tells stories
纹身讲述着故事
Scars they went unseen
伤疤却无人得见
You vanished from me
你从我面前消失
A silent broken dream
一个沉默的、破碎的梦
What we could’ve been
我们本可以成为的
Something bittersweet
某种苦乐参半的存在
Your favorite routine
你最爱的例行公事
A cycle on repeat
一个不断重复的循环
Tattoo tells stories
纹身讲述着故事
Scars they went unseen
伤疤却无人得见
You vanished from me
你从我面前消失
A silent broken dream
一个沉默的、破碎的梦
What we could’ve been
我们本可以成为的
Something bittersweet
某种苦乐参半的存在
You can’t save people who don’t wanna change
你无法拯救不想改变的人
They’d just stay the same
他们只会停在原地
You’ll feel the loss and then you let it go
你会感受那份失去然后放手
It’s a state of grace
这是一种恩典状态
