Feel Something (Explicit)

I wanna be somewhere I can walk home from

Stoned and alone and half laughing at how little I can live on

I used to think I needed to read your mind

I’m only gonna find what I’m gonna find and then we’ll **** and then we’ll fight

I don’t need, I don’t need, I don’t need anything anymore

You can call me if you feel something

If you want me to make you feel something

If so how, if not why, if I can’t

Why can’t I feel something

I wanna be someone who doesn’t know your middle name

Eyes in the back of my head, breath sucked back up into my lungs again

I used to think that every word you said was a little gift

That I’d unwrap and then start dreaming about the next one I might get

I don’t get, I don’t get, I don’t get anything anymore

You can call me if you feel something

If you want me to make you feel something

If so how, if not why, if I can’t

Why can’t I feel

You can call me if you feel something

If you want me to make you feel something

If so how, if not why, if I can’t

Why can’t I do this right just one time

**** my life, god damn it I might feel something

I might feel something