I'm Falling Apart - NiExshadow
You left without a warning
Just a shadow on the floor
Now every dawn feels darker
Than the night that came before
I keep reaching for a memory
That keeps slipping through my hands
You were supposed to stay forever
But forever never stands
I gave you all my colors
You turned them into gray
Now I'm drowning in the silence
Of the words you didn't say
And now my heart is black
Burned by every lie you told
You left a crack where all the light
Used to glow
I'm falling apart
And there's no turning back
Since you tore my soul in half
My heart is black
The promises you whispered
Still echo in the dark
I replay them like a movie
Of a love that left its mark
I try to find the pieces
But they vanished in the night
You took the best of me with you
When you walked out of my life
I'm haunted by the memory
Of the warmth I used to feel
You left a cold inside me
That time will never heal
And now my heart is black
Burned by every lie you told
You left a crack where all the light
Used to glow
I'm falling apart
And there's no turning back
Since you tore my soul in half
My heart is black
Maybe love was never real to you
Maybe I was just a phase
But you were every heartbeat
In the life I tried to save
I wish I didn't need you
I wish I never cared
But the truth is that I'm nothing
Without the love we shared
And now my heart is black
Burned by everything you stole
You left me trapped
In the ruins of my soul
I'll survive the pain
But I'll never get you back
You turned my world to ashes
And now
My heart is black
