So tired of breaking up

Made some promises

But with no end

Some different lovers

Yet here I am

Standing alone like a broken glass

Not a fan of this cigarette

But now addicted then

Fingers burning

More in my chest

Tryna be numb but I couldn't pretend

Shards of a future I couldn’t grasp

Every spark just fades to ash

Guess I won’t mend

I’m tired of thinking what’s going wrong

If I’m the problem then why I’m hurt

So sick of breaking up with different men

Floating around on a rootless pain

Think I forgot how to love again

And be loved again

Every night in bed

Try not to melt

My mind is wide awake

Wondering the same

Maybe I’m just not good enough

Or that I am just way too much

What so ever I’m just

Tired of breaking up

I don’t wanna ask “what if” again

Just let the silence company my day

I don’t have to compromise my needs my time

All this energy for once is mine

No more chasing what ain’t right

I’m tired of thinking what’s going wrong

I ain’t the problem they just ain’t right

So sick of breaking up with different men

Ain’t no “goodbyes” no more fake smiles

Think I remember how to love again

And just love myself again