You Never Loved Me - ArlenaZara
I kept making excuses for you in my head
Told myself you loved me
Told myself instead
That all the signs I saw were just my insecurity
That you were faithful
That you were sure of me
But late at night when I was lying in our bed
I felt the distance growing
I felt the words unsaid
I felt you pull away when I reached for your hand
But I didn't want to understand
And now I see it clearly
And now I know the truth
You were never really mine
You were never really proof
You never loved me
Not the way I loved you
You never loved me
You just had things to do
I was convenient, I was there
I was someone who would always care
You never loved me
You loved the idea of us
You loved the comfort, you loved the trust
But me, the real me
The one who gave her all
You never loved me
At all
I remember all the nights you didn't come home
I remember feeling so alone
I remember asking where you'd been
And you'd spin some story and I'd let you in
I wanted to believe you
I wanted it to be true
That the man I gave my heart to would never be untrue
But now I know the truth hurts more than the lie
You never loved me
And that's why you said goodbye
You loved her while you held me
You loved her in your mind
I was just a placeholder
Someone left behind
You never loved me
Not the way I loved you
You never loved me
You just had things to do
I was convenient, I was there
I was someone who would always care
You never loved me
You loved the idea of us
You loved the comfort, you loved the trust
But me, the real me
The one who gave her all
You never loved me
At all
That's the hardest part to swallow
That's the deepest cut
Knowing all the love I gave
Was never even enough to make you really want me
To make you really stay
You never loved me, baby
You just wanted me to play
You never loved me
Not the way I loved you
You never loved me
You just had things to do
I was convenient, I was there
I was someone who would always care
You never loved me
You loved the idea of us
You loved the comfort, you loved the trust
But me, the real me
The one who gave her all
You never loved me
At all
You never loved me
You never did
You never loved me
