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I Cry After Midnight - JadenWest
The world goes quiet after midnight
That's when your name comes back to me
I pretend I'm strong all daytime
But night knows everything I hide from me
The side of the bed is colder
Your shadow still fills the room
I swear I'm fine until it's silent
Then I start missing you
I hold my breath I count the hours
Waiting for sleep to save my mind
But every thought turns into you
Every time
I cry after midnight
When no one's around
When the lights are off
And the truth comes out
I cry after midnight
When I can't fake a smile
I'm okay in the daytime
But I break after a while
I scroll through old conversations
Like they might change somehow
Your last I love you still feels heavy
Like it's lying to me now
I tell myself you're better gone
That I'll be fine on my own
But loneliness speaks louder
When I'm left alone
I don't call I don't reach out
I know better than to try
But my heart forgets the rules
Every night
I cry after midnight
When memories start to speak
When your voice plays in my head
And I feel weak
I cry after midnight
When missing you feels loud
I'm strong for everyone else
But I break when it's quiet now
Maybe one day I'll sleep through it
Maybe one night I won't care
But healing takes longer
When love was real
When love was fair
I don't hate you for leaving
I just hate this empty space
Where your arms used to be
Where I felt safe
I cry after midnight
When hope won't let me go
When my heart still waits for something it
Already know
I cry after midnight
Till the sky turns blue
Morning heals the outside
But I still bleed for you
If you ever wonder
If I'm really okay
Just know I smile all day long
But I cry after midnight
