joel - glaive
Composed by：Ash Gutierrez/Jeff Hazin/Cole Carmody/John Cunningham
Produced by：glaive/Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/John Cunningham
It just hasn't felt the same in the same way it used to no
I suppose that that's just something I've just gotta get used to now
Close my eyes and do whatever I imagine that you do but I
I'm not sure I'm not sure
Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing
I can't help feeling like I abandoned you
I wish I could've gone instead of you
It sounds a bit macabre because it's true
'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do
Someone told me"let the pain go"
Almost punched him in his face though
If I let go of the pain I might cease to know your name
It's been so damn long
I can picture your face I've been so damn wrong
In so many ways
I've been holding on
That will never change it's all for you
Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing
I can't help feeling like I abandoned you
I wish I could've gone instead of you
It sounds a bit macabre because it's true
There's a certain pain in everything I do
But I don't like to talk about it
Everyone tip-toes around it
Feels like they're tip-toeing 'round you
All I ever really know is
All I ever really know is
It's all for you you you you
