Yo anybody seen my diary Oh there it is
I gotta write this sh*t down Check it out
Dear Diary I'm having a little problem
I cant make it by myself maybe you can help me solve em
I'm confused and I dont know what to do
I'm hoping you can help me cause there's no one else to talk to
I want to die but it ain't for me
I try to talk to my dad but my old man ignores me
He says I'm delirious
And I drink too much so he doesnt take me serious
But little does he know I'm really losing it
I got a head but aint no screws in it
I be thinking deep
Thats one of the reasons at night I cant sleep
I thought it would change when I was older
But even now I'm still peeping over my shoulder
Theres your life after death too
And what about the man with the cane and the black suit
And what about cancer
Too many motherf**king questions and not enough answers
Aint no use in trying
We might as all face it we were all born dying
Theres a black book in Brad's hands
And its the diary of a madman
Dear diary today I hit a ni**a with a torch
Shot him on his face and watched him die on his front porch
Left his family heartbroken
Flashbacks of him laying there bleeding with his eyes open
I cant put the sh*t behind me
I'm know I'm here somewhere but I cant find me
I used to be a ** dealer
On the for reala now I'm a born killer
And it aint no changing me
It used to be hard but now it aint no thing to me
To go up to a niggas house
Put a pistol in his mouth and blow his f**king brains out
No doubt if you cross then I'ma take ya
Cause I'm a f**king killer by nature
You got an M11 bring your weapon-aca
