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作词:Koi no Koe
作曲:Koi no Koe
Yeah I said I grind I said I fight
Always posting quotes
Late night coffee stains and open tabs
Truth is I never work that bad
I played the role I wore the strain
Said chasing dreams but stayed the same
Told the world I barely slept
But still woke up with nothing left
I claimed the weiaht but didnt lift
Borrowed scars I didn't gift
But never stepped into the flame
I said I gave it everything
But I was blufing with no swing
I talked about the war inside
But never let a piece of me die
I called myself the one who tried
While mockinq those with real red eyes
Told their stories in my ton
Pretending I had walked alone
They fell they fought they lost they bled
While I just scrolled in tight instead
I saw her tremble on the floor
Hands all cracked from pushing more
He stitched his future with regret
I just watched with no real depth
I said I'm tired like a crown
But never broke just sat back down
And when they rose I called it fate
To hide the shame I couldnt face
I saw their shadows passing through
While I stood still and claimed it too
But shadows only chase the light
And I was hiding every night
I called myself the one who tried
But I was only dressed in pride
I played the notes but not the cold I spoke
Like kings but swung no sword
They bled for things they had to prove
Now Im standing with my hands gone cold
And a voice instead too tried to hold
The truth addressed in louder claims
Now shakes me in the quiet shame
I never stayed up just to build
I never failed and climbed that hill
I never cried and kept it clean
I never lived the way I dreamed
I called myself the one who tried
But now the mask is peeled aside
I see the weight I never bore the tears
I mind the fights I swore
But now I bleed enough to feel
So don't applaud don't light my name
I'm not a spark I play the flame
I called myself the one who tried
But now I know that was a lie
