Ashes Of My Name

I’m tired of carrying every stone

Of building worlds that aren’t my own

You made a cage and called it fate

Then left me drowning in the weight

I tried to shine the way You claimed

But all You did was feed the flames

You carved my heart with empty vows

So tell me, are You watching now?

You say there’s meaning in the pain

But all I see is You to blame

So take the ashes of my name

The broken truth You lit with shame

I’m done with carrying Your sky

I’m done with begging You “just why”

I won’t pretend You ever cared

I won’t kneel down to whispered prayers

If this is all You meant for me

Then watch me fall

And finally break free

And finally break free

I’ve held the pieces You ignored

The battles You let me fight alone

I stitched my wounds with quiet screams

While You stood there behind the scenes

I watched the world take what I gave

And leave me buried like a slave

You call this “strength”, I call it lies

I’m done being what You idealize

If You’re the voice behind my fears

Why did You disappear for years?

So take the ashes of my name

The broken truth You lit with shame

I’m done with carrying Your sky

I’m done with begging You “just why”

I won’t pretend You ever cared

I won’t kneel down to whispered prayers

If this is all You meant for me

Then watch me fall

And finally break free

I’m not Your hope, I’m not Your plan

I’m just the crack You couldn’t mend

You shaped a storm and let it loose

And now I’m cutting through the noose

If this is fate, then fate is wrong

I won’t be silent in Your song

I’d rather burn than live this lie

So watch me now

I won’t comply

Take the ashes of my name

The ruins You refuse to claim

I’m done with being Your design

I’m breaking out

Of every line..

I won’t pretend You ever cared

I won’t kneel down to whispered prayers

If this is all You meant for me

Then let me fall

And finally be free

And finally be free