Zoom Links (Explicit)

I been socially distant since before its a thing and now it is though its doing me in

Doing time like sublime in a luxury

Setting

Tune into zoom links

Bumping mf doom found out he died on a zoom thing

Irony

Hearing true thoughts on a zoom thing

Double

Middle finger up to real life

I'm a fantasise about what it is I don't live

And Astrally project myself back

To this bit

If life was like a factory line then I'm a picket

They say that to be born where we ares the gold ticket

But to me it's like a poisonous fruit

With no limit

Cos the fibre isn't all that we chew

So go with it

And it walks with us like a spec teral tail

Set to de rail

Any deviation to a minor detail

Could set a catastrophic series of events in unstoppable motion

Like how my lack of high quality sleep leads to high emotion

Leads to overthinking

And acting out of depression

Waking up in dreams of my boss saying I'm fired like Al sugar

Self oubting achievements

And dousing ambition

Used to have a goal

Now I'm missing my mission

My creative streak getting rubbed out like train buffers

And I'm trying see it running

Instead of running for cover

Cos the grind

Like adorno and hawkheimer cemented

Is fraught , tired and centred

On sacrifice and its endless

Condensed into a sentence the soul longing attention

Pressed through rugged collanders

Stamped into a pulp

Always the placater and dream of being placated

Playing at being a grown up

Only as old as you feel

And I feel like I embody the most ancient ancestors

A dinosaur and Fossil and still basically young

It's a real person that's buried beneath layers of rubbish

with the minisculest of airholes

Drowned out by a drum

That the others bang with their squadrons

Playing all of their trumpets

With all of their tunes Bumping

And people giving em props

I'm old, bitter and jealous

As sure as I'm sure of nothing

Sawing my own leg off instead of the magic box